candienae

Bored so stole this from Cortney

Tue, 22 Sep 2009 19:59:53 GMT

1) Answer the questions below

2) Take each answer and type it into Photobucket

3) Take a picture from the first page of results and post.

6) Just copy the third code down on photobucket

5) You can’t copy the persons answers who posted this before you!

1. The age you will be on your next birthday:

2. A place you’d like to travel:

Austrailia

3. Your favorite place:

4. Your favorite object:

5. Your favorite food:

6. Your favorite animal:

7. Your favorite colors:

Green and Purple (green is my number 1 of course!)

8. The town in which you were born:

Davis Monthan Air Force Base

9. The town in which you live:

Tucson, Arizona

10. Something you hate:

11. The first name of your first love:

12. Your nickname/screen name:

13. Your children's names?

14. Your middle name:

I gave Maddie the same name: Madison DeNae

15. Your last name:

16. A bad habit of yours:

17. Your first job:

18. Your grandmother’s name:

Her name is Shirley and this is a picture of the Shiley Plantation

19. Your favorite book:

20. Your Hero:

My Mommy

Feeling Like a Failure

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 22:59:51 GMT

I feel like I am not doing a good job at being the wife I should be. I mean I have been sick since last Thursday and just found out today I have strep. I still feel like I should have been doing more for my husband this week. I only fixed dinner once this week and I haven't been able to get any cleaning done. I'm so worried he is going to leave me again and this time use my lacking as an excuse. If I wasn't good enought before, why would I be good enough now.

So Not Excited

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 07:12:05 GMT

I am so not excited for Dan to come home. I mean I love him and all and can't wait to see him, but at the same time I am so dissapointed in myself for not losing the weight I wanted to before he came home. I'm freaking out that he won't think of me the same way. It's not like I have gained weight, its just I know he has lost over 20 pounds or something and I won't match up standing next to him. Whatever he realizes we don't look standing next to each other or more like I don't look good standing next to him. I'm so sick of having so much on my mind all the time. I wish I could just be happy with myself and know how to dress my body so that I do feel comfortable in my own skin. Ugh!! I want and need my Grits to come home so bad but I don't want him to see me.

What's on my mind....

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 03:15:37 GMT

So I agree, its said that Micheal Jackson had to go at such a young age and it sucks. However, I'm confused with the world. Everyone has been haten on him for years now because of these accusations made towards him. Whether he did them or not I'm still confused about that as well, but thats another story. Anyway we haven't heard anything about him in a while and he created this bad name for himself. The second, litereally the second he passes away everyone is all boohooing and depressed and saying what a great man and musical icon he was. Just stupid if you ask me....put that's just my opinion and we all know opinions are like asses. Every has one. Although I agree that he had some good music, he messed up, and I just hope he was ready to meet his maker. That is all...peace, love and chicken grease.

Kinda Sorta Doing OK!

Thu, 18 Jun 2009 04:06:04 GMT

So, quick update on my P.O.S. aka car, The instrument panel has a glitch in it that is causing the battery to die. So to get that fixed it will be around $800. Fortunately I got approved for a loan and will be able to pay for it, it just sucks that I'll have one more thing to had to my list of payments to make.

Monday I had a landscaper over just to cut the grass, and while he was weedwacking a rock flew into my back sliding glass door and totally shattered it. My immediate reaction was to freak out and cry. But, I held it in and took a deep breath. It got fixed and the landscaper said he'll pay for it.

Now I am just waiting for my car to get fixed and I am extremely bored at home. Dan will be home soon he got his set date and should be back home he first week of July! I'm so excited and I can not wait. Well, that's about it for now. Peace

Because I Need to Let it Out

Sun, 14 Jun 2009 05:56:06 GMT

So recently I have had a lot of struggles with my emotions and stress and so on and so forth. This last couple of days I have been taking my meds regularly (I take Zoloft for depression), which I had missed for over a week...no reason for that, and I have been working on being more possitive. I got my house cleaned (mostly) and I feel more relaxed in my own home and I've been doing pretty darn good. However, I feel like everytime things are looking up for me, something goes wrong. My car is dead, the only car I have, and we think it is the starter. Not really sure yet if that is the real reason, but either way, I have to find a decent priced mechanic and have the car towed their to have it even just looked at, and pray that I can afford to get it going again. I'm still trying to stay positive, but I am also freaking out because I don't know what would happen if we lost out only car. ::SIGH:: Well, there ya have it. Any recommendations would be wonderful. I am still trying to stay positive and I'm so thankful we got paid yesterday. Dan aka my Grits, lol, will between the last week of this month and the first week of July! Not much longer and at least one thing I can look forward to.

First Entry

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 02:04:38 GMT

So here it goes. My first entry. Not much to say. Dan is Afghanistan but scheduled to come home the last week of this month. WooHoo! Not long now. I'm worried he's changed and won't love me anymore to be honest. With all the problems we have had I can't help but have those thoughts. I bet I wont even recognize him with all the weight he has lost. I tried so so hard during the time he was gone to lose weight for myself and haven't done to well. My eating is a lot better then it used to be, I haven't had chips in the house for weeks now and I have cut pasta out almost completely. I have a lot more on my mind right now but I've been in a decent mood today so I'll leave it at that. Don't want to bring myself down. So Peace!